Ugh. Totally out of comission tonight. I hate throwin up. Ick.
Dear Higher Power,
I do not find humor in what you did. It is not funny to send a storm, that makes my power go out right when I sit down to pee. I am sure you're laughing like a little school girl. Well, I hope you stub your toe.
At least you waited until my phone was charged.
Sincerly,
The girl who found her way out of the bathroom.
P.s. can you stop pushing rain in my window?!? I can't use a fan asshole and I am sick of you getting your wetness on me.
COMMENTS
LOL..... sure you didn't pee on your foot???
sorry had to ask LOL
still laughing on the asshole part lol
P.s. Robin made me post that btw...... O_o
lmao mother nature has such a wicked sense of humor. Glad you found your way out, and that you didn't drop your phone into the toilet trying to pull your panties up. :)
Haha I made sure I took care of that before I left the bathroom. I didn't wanna fall and then pee. That woulda been bad.
Hahahaha dammit moonsong, if you jinx me, Ima kick your ass!
I just remembered to switch my light to off. Which is good. With my luck I'd be asleep and then bam! Its like a bible reenactment of 'let there be light.' I'd come up off this bed cussin and a thinking I was being invaded by demons.
Are you sure you aren't? It was all a dream as the demons are in the driver seat. ;)
Well.. maybe but of the pee part. I think they would of made you stub your toe and made you pee on yourself.
haha Kristen Stewart is a skank. She was busted diddling her married Snow White director. She has NO facial expressions. I bet her "O" face is the same face as every other face she has. That deer in a headlight stare.
I've never really liked her acting. Actually I take that back. I liked her in the movie The Panic Room. Yeah, that's it. And I think I mostly liked that because I had my fingers crossed she'd get taken before they got into the room. Bastards.
COMMENTS
I agree with everything you just said about her.
And the evil queen was prettier. I only watched it for the Huntsman.
Huntsman and the evil queen made the movie. You notice the trailer had very little of the dull Stewart. They sold it on the others.
So understand and agree with the deer in the headlights. She is dull city, and the dude is married to a freaking model! WTH?
I thought "skank" was only popular in Aus. :P
I love how she issued a statement saying she was ever so sorry, that she loves Rob, blah blah blah.
If you love someone, you don't cheat on them.
Silly skank.
While I've always loved the night, there are times I hate it as well. This is one of those times. I hate when laying in bed my mind feels the need to reel through things that I just have no desire to deal with. There are times when darkness and silence feels like a 'time out' from the world. They allow moments to become noticed that are missed in the day hours.
Now it seems like they just want to bring me anger and rage. Suppressing emotions only last for so long. It seems that my time is up with being able to suppress them. Perhaps one day I'll be able to just let every bit of those emotions be purged from my system. Maybe then I'll feel as though I have been cleansed of the toxicity that lurks somewhere within the inner me.
Hate has become a useless emotion to me. It embodies negativity that I do not want. The sad thing is, I can feel myself being drawn to that emotion with certain events. I don't like it. To hate makes me feel like a darkness is looming over me that I cannot get rid of. I need to purge. I really do, I just don't know how to go about doing it.
COMMENTS
I think that's why I volunteer...to purge myself of negativity and use my energy into doing positive one that makes a difference...
Hatred and anger have their moments in life. Prolonging those moments purposely can have a negative effect however sitting with it once in a while and exploring the why's and wtf's can be help with purging the crap you want to let go.
What drives me nuts? Laying in bed, closing my eyes, and then shit starts wandering through my mind.
Some shit? I get really pissed off about, then .......
Well you get the idea?
It happens to me too.
Ever thought of investing in a punching bag? You have to find some way to purge the stuff before it eats you alive. Writing, beating pillows, screaming, art... something to prevent the big explosion that is bound to happen.
I think we should start a new way to sign up for VR.
The person signing up is given a chalice. In front of them holds three different fountains. The person is then placed in front of these fountains and given a question.
An example question-
You find yourself surrounded by nothing but drama, day in and day out. You've noticed that people are starting to not like you for this reason. Do you...
A. Change the way you handle yourself.
B. Tell Everyone to fuck off and they are just out to get you.
C. Continue to act like you are in need of a diaper change, time out and your juice box taken away.
The person would then have to choose which answer is correct. If they choose the wrong answer, which would require them to drink the brew from that certain fountain, then they would face consequences. The right answer would allow them to pass to the create a screen name page.
So Basically it would be like this:
Its a total win-win!
COMMENTS
I'll second that idea. wait, can i vote 3 times for my three accounts????? because it would then be three votes to do just this....lol
In addition- People who are also a member can have this Process sprung on them at random. Failure to take the chalice results in you just turning into dust.
I think we should also throw a lil survivor in there. If people act like a douche constantly they will go before a panel. If the panel decides they are too douchey.. BOOM Dust.
Aww Yeah. Making the world a better place.
Now this is a perfect plan - lol!
(I could see lots of melting faces too)
haha I was totally envisioning that scene from Indiana Jones while reading about it. Nice ;)
SOOOOO. lol when can we view public AND live shows of this >:D sign me up. lol
Lol he should have worn sunblock.
That's the harshest version of weakest link ever.
Now this...I'm so for:) *signs name* hehehe:)
I approve!
Perhaps everybody should have a douche-meter on their profile. If you hit a certain level, your profile puts you in a timeout...lol
I think that would be great! LOL
Douche-o-Matic.
What level of douche are you?
hahah
LOL :P
and a douche test too
I remember the days when hearing someone say they were pregnant you would hear "How Wonderful!" Now it seems like all you hear is "Aww Fuck, REALLY??!!".
COMMENTS
And..."Who the baby's daddy?"
or ,"damn don't you know what birth control is?"
or: damn, you look young, how old are you?
I tried that joke on Seven and nothing good came of it.
Okay, does anyone have any books they just must rave about? I've just went through the bargain bin section at B&N and realized that all the ones that sound good are either on my self or in my wish list to buy soon. lol
So I need ideas. Anyone have any books they can recommend? If it looks interesting I'll more than likely read it.
COMMENTS
If you haven't read it yet, the series, A Song of Ice and Fire, is fantastic.
Some of my favourite authors are: Thomas Harris (Silence of the Lambs etc); Martina Cole (writes about British gangster families); Ian Rankin ( Inspector Rebus books, but the Edinburgh vernacular they use might not appeal); Brett Easton-Ellis (American Psycho - one of my favourite books); ummmmm...have a gazillion and one other favourite authors and books too though :)
Happy reading whatever you decide ;)
I love Seth Grahame-Smith (Abraham Lincoln, Vampire Hunter) for his off beat take on things, such as Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. I also like finding new authors in them bargain bins that I never would have read before, and ifnding a whole new round of books ot enjoy. I have long been a fan of reading horror anthologies (short story collections) and finding new authors to enjoy that way as well.
Robin Hob's Assassin's Apprentice? A young boy grows up in the castle after he was left there by his grandfather, because he's the bastard son of the King-In-Waiting.
Suzanne Collins The Hunger Games series is amazing. One of the best fantasy authors in a long time.
*ahem* Game Of Thrones >;)
Okay I seen Ted.
If you like funny, offensive, dirty, foul mouthed movies you will LOVE Ted. So Yeah, I LOVED it.
It was freakin' hilarious.
Even as I sit here now I cannot help but laugh over the funny things that pop into my mind from it.
I'd totally see it again.
COMMENTS
I loved the whole thing. I'm just concerned why a parent thought it was brilliant to bring their young children to it....
I actually teared up a bit near the end :(
I got a lil teary eyed at the end too. The movie is so NOT a kid movie. You can't even think that from the previews. It's not like fun loving little teddy, it's fuck you stab you teddy. lol
Sounds like my kinda movie lol. I can't wait to see it. :)
Fine, I will see it in time just because you said so. But I still will not drink the drank. :P
Drank? drink? lol
I saw it last night, and it was effing hysterical- I havne't laughed that hard in months. And yes, I teared up at the end too...
:...................................
....................................
...................................
...................................
.............................
.........................................
.........................
Since the last entry got the point across and I know the parties involved read it, I'm taking the code down. It was not something I wanted to make fully public, but when push come to shove it is the only option I had.
Now since its said and done I hope I will be left alone and free to venture on a new path without the negativity.
COMMENTS
Pieces of shit like this always do end up rotting away. Any redeeming qualities will wilt away and no one will think they are worth a damn, because with the way that they act, they sure as hell aren't.
The thing is- I didn't want to have to do this. I didn't want to be that girl . But you know when it came down to coming into a cam and poking at those two things, it was time.
I held all the shit in because it was the right thing for me to do, to walk away and not look back. To not even say a word because it wouldn't be fair to run and play the 'turn people against people' game. Specially in this situation.
It takes me a lot to be done with someone. It takes me a lot to get to this stage. Unfortunately, I was pushed to this point.
It's inspiring to see you stand up for yourself :)
That was messed up. And yes, its sad that it did have to come to this. But like it is, hopefully he will get the point and not walk, but run away anytime he see's you coming.
I am glad you got this out. Because how he treated you was unbelievably fucking despicable.
I love you.
You give me the power to see how somone can righteously stand up for themselves, without being a total idiot about it, to defend yourself in the classiest way possible. Anyone else would have left this out for everyone to see, or worse yet, brought a whole lot of drama into a place that has more than its share.
I respect you because you are a very articulate, imaginative and well spoken lady. I know he fucked up and hurt you, but there are people here who love and respect you. Please don't shut us out.
and like the man says:
"Be nice until it's time to not be nice"
I love you, too. And even though we both know I can have about as much class as a two dollah ho sometimes, I still do have class. hah.
Yes, there was pain. I cannot say that I didn't cause some as well, because I am sure I did. However I seen that the friendship was becoming extremely toxic. I've been in that toxic place before, I did not want to go there again. I couldn't go there again. It almost destroyed me. Repeating the cycle was not an option.
I refuse to let this cut off the people who love and care about me. I have come a long way with those people (some more than others) to get where we are today. And I refuse to make them suffer for it. Some of the people I strongly admire now have come from a place where I admitted I was wrong in my dislike of them. And its blossomed into something that has brought light into my life.
I wish that the past two situations didn't happen after the initial end came, then perhaps things could be different and I could feel a different way, but the words were written and now the cards lay where they are. Its sad, but everything happens for a reason.
LMAO Okay the anger in this made me crack up. Along with the fact that I've REALLY wanted to say a few of these things myself.
I find myself frequently saying to myself 'I hope when I was that age/or when I get to that age I didn't/won't act like that.'
Things just really baffle me at times. No wonder why I like being a loner most of the time. Holy Hell.
COMMENTS
Stupidity or rudeness should never be acceptable at any age.
Same here. And I actually enjoy my own company.
Oh - it usually makes me cringe when I see women my age - and even older - acting like complete assholes. It's like...have they learned anything in life?
Lol I so agree...in my case I'd have to say when I was that age LOL I'm a good decade older than most on here:) and being alone ain't so bad really...no bullshit to put up wif:P
''the more i know people the more i love my dog and i don't even have a dog.''
COMMENTS
-
Terminus
23:19 Jul 28 2012
OHHHH!!
Sorry to hear you don't feel well. Hope "Drunk Bitch Friday" wasn't the cause.
Vampirewitch39
01:02 Jul 29 2012
*Pulls over blanket and pillow to seat with, to read book to*
Bitch- you throw up on me, I cut ya. ;)
MooniePie
01:13 Jul 29 2012
No, it was bad pizza saturday.
MoonSong
04:51 Jul 29 2012
ugh hope you feel better soon, i hate being sick like that too.
RedQueen
12:05 Jul 29 2012
I'll hold your hair for you....
MooniePie
22:13 Jul 29 2012
Awwsss I ♥ you all.
meeper
23:46 Aug 02 2012
I'll drink with ya till ya puke again :P